Another woe is me moment. I feel exactly like the Israelites. God has done so many amazing things in my life. Alot of times I find myself saying only if I can experience God like the man with leprosy (today's reading was Matthew 8)
To be honest. I am still really worried about making the Nursing college or not here at ISU.
I am having a real hard time letting go.
I am even struggling with trusting Jesus with everything. Today's passage is really hitting me at the heart. Trusting that God is real and is in control. I don't know where my faith has gone. I remember when I was younger I felt like my faith was so much stronger than those who were older than me; however the battle definitely is not over. There are so many things I need to fight against with the Lord on my side. The battle is on.
No wonder God told Joshua
| Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful. |
I now see why it is so important to memorize God's word. It is so important to preach the gospel to myself each day and to remember If God is for us, who can be against us?
Help me God.
Make sure when you memorize the Word its from an accredited version of the bible and not the RAV ;)
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